Kat gihinumdom ang sakit nga kagahapon-A A +A
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
HUMAN ang kontrobersyal nga post niya labot rape bulan na ang nakalabay, emosyonal nga giangkon sa modelong si Kat Alano, nga 9 years ago nabiktima siya sa rape.
Gihimo ni Kat ang pagkumpisal sa radio show nga 'Good Times' ni Mo Twister.
"Out of all the high profile rape cases that have been in the media this one triggered something in me the most," ni Kat.
"When something triggers something in you after nine years, I want this to go away. I want it to sweep under the rug and I want it to go away. I want to bury it, I never want to think about it ever again. Something was triggered in me and I could now stop it. It poured out of me."
"It's in incredible that in nine years, you can think that you are totally fine and then one thing just sparked it all and all of these things that you thought that never had are started coming back," dugang niya.
Share ni Kat nga sud sa tulo ka bulan sama sa impiyerno ang iyang kinabuhi human sa hitabo.
"I cry not knowing why, I'm afraid for stupid reasons. I don't understand what I'm feeling half the time just trying to deal with these emotions that I never even knew I had. Petrified, fear, anxiety just not being able to speak, being afraid to be by myself," she said, adding that she had to move out and stay with friends "because I couldn't be on my own."
Apan bisan miangkon nga siya biktima sa rape, dili pa ready si Kat nga iyagyag sa public kinsa ang mirape kaniya.
Suma pa nga ang maong lalaki usa ka public figure, nahimamat niya tungod sa trabaho.
Sigun ni Kat nga ang pagtug-an niya sa hitabo usa ka pamaagi nga mapalingkawas ang kaugalingon sa kagahapon.
"I didn't want to come out with this. I didn't want it at all. But now that all these things happened, I was caught by all of these things and I was told by so many people what happened to them, I needed to tell them, 'Here I am. This happened to me. I don't need to be ashamed anymore. It's not my fault and it's not your fault either and if you are a victim like me then you need to speak up because that's part of freeing yourself, that is part of letting go and that's not easy."
Gipatik sa mantalaang SuperBalita Davao Abril 30, 2014.